Sigh...............

I broke up with SHINE.....yet again!
That would be my last thing I wanted to do but out of the flaming fiery me,I uttered the so unmagical word at the most uncondusive time.

sigh.............this time my words really pierced tru the heart! It was so disgusting that I did it on purpose well knowing that I dont mean a bit inside me.

What done cannot be undone...I just hv to live with it,for now